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Okay here goes everything…my bikini shots!!!

Okay here goes everything…my bikini shots!!!

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Sometimes I make sense. Sometimes I hang out in a

Sometimes I make sense. Sometimes I hang out in a onesie in bathtub in a room with vine-covered walls.

☺️

One of my biggest goals in life is to get you to wear a onesie and feel confident in it!

I’m curious…would you ever wear one? What’s holding you back?

♥️Cassey

PS: BTW I just dropped THREEEE new @popflex_active onesies today! Including a deep navy version of the floral Runsie Romper! I’m wearing the Corset Onesie in XS. Go check it all out popflexactive.com (bio) and tell me what you think.

Also big thank you to @neohumanity for shooting this photo! It’s one of my faves of all time!! I’ve been dying to work with him forever after following him on IG (the most magical photos you guys, seriously, I am sure you’ve seen some of his work). It was sooo fun to turn an online friendship into a real one one and create together in person!

Felt like a princess today. I live for corsets, pu

Ugh. I’m writing this post and tearing up becaus

Ugh. I’m writing this post and tearing up because I feel so much for my younger self.

Physical transformations are just one lens that you can judge me by, but there’s so much you don’t know about what’s going on underneath.

I look back at that 2015 picture and I can barely see the screen right now because of the tears puddling in my eyeballs. I was battling with my body, so confused why nothing was working anymore, while people online were literally making videos about how “fat” I was, comparing my body to other trainers, discrediting my workouts, and telling me I needed to lose weight if I cared about my career. I won’t even get into the death threats and the fact that I had to call the police and get a bodyguard because I thought I might actually get murdered. There’s too much there. I’m going to save it for a memoir one day.

2019 was when I started my first 90 day journey to find myself again. I’m not going to repeat my story here because many of you know it already, but regardless of all the negativity surrounding that journey, it was the best thing I EVER did for myself. Gaining my confidence back CHANGED EVERYTHING.

2022. Reclaiming my past, 10 years later. You know, as damaging as that 2012 bikini comp was, I would have never had the intense life experiences that made me into who I am today.

Every journey seems to come with its own set of naysayers (different ones each time) because I seem to always upset someone when I want to change. I’m still working on being stronger mentally, and not letting that stuff affect me, but I’m a human in progress.

Anyway, feeling so much gratitude right now. That’s all. Happy Monday.

♥️Cassey

I’m making a decision that doesn’t feel quite

I’m making a decision that doesn’t feel quite right, but, I think it’s the right thing to do.

When I started my 90 Day Journey to Muscle, my Why was to build muscle and get stronger.

So far, I’ve only done one of those two things. Built muscle? Yes. 9 lbs in 60 days. Gotten stronger? Physically yes, but mentally no.

Ignoring the comments is something I’ve tried to do for over a decade, and I just can’t. I’m a listener, a feeler, and I take things to heart. It’s who I am. I wish I could take a pill and harden my heart sometimes because the constant battering is so painful. I wish I could tell you I don’t just sometimes sit here and cry silently, but I do. The ones that hurt the most are to ones that attack my character and manipulate my intentions. Of course I know the truth, but unfortunately, I let the lies permeate my heart and infect my mind.

So, with less than 30 days left of my 90 day journey, I’ve decided to change my plans.

I’ve chosen to protect my ♥️ and not post my workout plan or meal plan for the remainder of this journey. I don’t need to feed the wolves. I need to nourish myself at this time.

From now til April 17th, I’ll be in major bikini prep mode. My clear heels just came and my custom bikini is arriving this week. Oh and guess what? I just decided to take posing lessons, cuz why not?

My purpose is to reclaim my past, so I’m choosing to go all out and make this fun - for me.

Last time I willfully put myself in out there to be judged. But this time, I am going to be the only judge that matters.

♥️Cassey

PS…

Onesie and bag from @popflex_active

Photo @_anitaaz, Makeup @makeupbyapollo, Hair @cindyprostylist

This morning I weighed myself. And in full transpa

This morning I weighed myself. And in full transparency, for the first time, in my entire life, the weight gain did not make me feel…

anything.

It didn’t make me feel bad.

It didn’t make me feel good.

I just saw the number, recorded it, and went on with my day.

But you know what numbers DO make me feel something!?

1. My mile time decreasing allowing me to run faster week over week!

2. My lifts getting heavier, my exercises getting easier and me seeing changes in my physique!

3. My elevation getting higher and higher, and my legs burning less as I climb to more intense heights!

Photo breakdown:

In the left pic, I was at the end of my first 90 day journey 2.5 years ago. My goal was to shed the excess physical and emotional weight I had gained through some really toxic experiences that had taken a toll on my body and my mind. Though most people saw it as a fitness or weight loss journey, that was only the vehicle. My destination was finding myself again.

The right pic was taken this morning. I’m more than halfway through my second 90 day journey (to muscle) and this time, the goal is to reclaim my past - to give myself a redo on the bikini competition of 10 years ago that destroyed my body and threw me into major body image dysmorphia. Once again, fitness is my vehicle. This time though, the destination is a second chance.

Please do not praise one body over the other because in both, I was, and am happy. My body changes as my goals change. I’m always evolving and don’t ever plan to live a stagnant life.

♥️Cassey

✨GYM BAG GIVEAWAY✨ (closed! Congrats @genassee

✨GYM BAG GIVEAWAY✨ (closed! Congrats @genasseeceline & @meechesnpeaches) Pick one and your friend gets one too!

How to enter:

1️⃣ Comment what color you want and tag 1 friend and ask what color they want!

2️⃣ Follow @popflex_active

3️⃣ Like this post!

That’s it! 1 comment = 1 entry. Open worldwide 🌎.

I’ll be randomly picking 1 commenter and their friend to EACH receive an Ella Duffle of their choosing! 👯‍♀️

Winners will be announced right here 1 week from today, March 5, 2022.

Your response to my design video was so passionate, and has lit up my creative fire the past few days. Thank you for always inspiring me. Good luck everyone!

♥️Cassey

Ps: The Ella also comes in black and you can get it now on popflexactive.com (bio)!